there's a hellboy IM me, and told me that 'kau jgn nak sparing2 sgt ah en, kau tu perempuan' and when i asked him what does it mean? he's just like 'kau jaga je mata kau tu elok2'. Okay then i asked my cousin what does SPARING means other than BERJIMAT, then it means bergaduh, Ohmjaaaaaaaaaaaay weh seriously masa bila aku gaduh? Last time aku marah org masa aku jaga blok E, do you know the different between marah dengan gaduh? Makna dia lain tahu tak?! If you take it as gaduh, there's nothing i can do lah. And yeeeees i know it's my fault sbb marah2 diorng, but being a prefect is not that easy, lagi2 handel budak2 jenis mcm tak reti nak dgr ckp, bila kau ckp elok2, lepastu dorg marah, tengking, perli kau. Kau rasa tercabar tak?! Please do not tell me you don't feel that! Manusia punya kesabaran ada tahap dia juga laaa weh!

And i also have my limits, but when you accused me that i'm SPARING with peoples, it really makes me angry, KAU SIAPA NAK MARAH2 AKU MCM TU?! aku boleh terima kalau kau ckp elok2 dekat aku. Aku tak tahu la kat mana kau nampak aku gaduh bla bla bla, tp statement atas tu dah cukup aku explain, oh maybe time aku dengan najwa tengah nak cari org untuk rusyd tu, okay i'm sorry, tp masa tu ada korg serious? ada?! korg main2 ada lah kan?! please do not makes me angry TWICE! korg fikir tk kitorng byk lagi urusan, tp korg boleh main2 mcm tu, penat tahu tak. Siapa tak marah kalau bnda yg sepatutnya serious, korg ambil mudah mcm tu je. Ye please do not take it seriously, tp tak semua bnda kita kena ambil mudah, and lastly, to all rusyd people from 3Bestari, i'm sorry for yelling at you guys this afternoon, and sorry lah, and lepastu lantak korg la nak marah aku, mengumpat aku, sbb this is me! i'm not that funny funky cheers person. Ada masa aku serious, ada masa boleh bawa bergurau,

Assalammualaikum, and peace!

Oh this post is dedicated to Ammar, apa tah nama dia, sumpah tak kenal kau. bye