Hello and assalammualaikum

I thought that my family's problems are solved, but i guess nothing can change the fact that my family is not a big happy family anymore. NOTHING can change it and There's nothing we can do about it. Kalau dah mcm ni, it will still remain the same until forever. Nampak gay

a raya tahun mcm tak best, dhirah nak raya rumah nenek laaaaa :'( sometime, i felt envious watching my friends, people around me have a hap

py family, eventhough their family isn't big like us. Did you all remember, 4-5 years punya raya, my eldest brother, amad celebrate his birthday

on the same day we celebrate hari raya puasa? well that's the best! Malam raya kita pergi cari cake utk dia, even kedai cake byk yg tutup, and we made a suprise party for him lepas semua balik dr solat raya. Malam raya kita main mercun sama2, ingat lagi? And did you remember 2 years ago, my eldest brother died on the same day along will held her akad nikah, and we still carried it on, sbb kita sama2 harungi hari tu. Remember raya last 2 years? It was the first time dhirah punya family tngkap gmbar tnp amad, remember how sad i was? i am crying like my tears will never stop, and you all support me, us until we can forget about the pain. I remember piah, she came to me and ask me why am i crying? then she hold my shoulders so i can calm down. That's the wo

rst day and also the best day ever. I can get to know how much my family love me.

Kalau mcm ni, mcm mana nak raya sama2? mcm mana kita semua nk gila sama2? mcm mana kita semua nk gosip dalam bilik air-cond atuk sama2? Things are different right now. come on lah, kalau nk baik, tolak ansur kena ada, sikap nak memaafkan pun kena ada, kalau tak, things will never change.

sincerely from my heart, just for my family

Remember all of this pictures? Take a look at them and tell me how happy we are, thank you

peace!